Why Aren't You Falling in Love with Me?!?

Okay, I understand for Ryan Gosling it's a little hard for him to admit his true feelings for me because well he doesn't want me to feel the pressure of having to be in the spotlight. I understand and I love him for that! I know that when it's the right time we WILL be together and NO ONE can stop us. But if you're just a regular 'ole average Joe then you should have NO difficulty in just falling in love with me. I don't see what the big deal is? Haha let me explain myself a little bit...

I am a 20 year old female who just wants to find her soul mate! Who doesn't right? But what if I already know who he is?! "How do you know that?" you ask. I know that because I just know okay! Haha I'm not a psycho I promise. It's just I've gotten to the point where yeah I know I'm young blah blah and I don't need to find Mr. Future My Husband right now blah blah but I swear to you (whoever is crazy enough to read past the first line) that somewhere out in this universe, hopefully about 5-10 miles away, the man I am supposed to spend the rest of my life with is just walking around eating a bagel. And I ask him..."WHY THE HECK ARE YOU JUST EATING THAT BAGEL?!?" Come find me! I'm right here typing about you! It makes me CRAZY mad just thinking about it. 

Okay so back to "who is this person you know you're supposed to marry?" business. Technically, I don't know who it is really, but I know who I want it to be. And no it's not Ryan Gosling crazy pants. I know him. In my head at least. It's the person who I thought up who represents all I want and all I need. This might sound a little picky, but you can't settle right? I don't know. Things haven't been going the way I want them to when it comes to relationships. I just have to see how everything turns out right?

I HOPE NOT.

P.S. To any guys who might be reading this. Put the bagel down and take notes.