Why Aren't You Falling in Love with Me?!?

Okay, I understand for Ryan Gosling it's a little hard for him to admit his true feelings for me because well he doesn't want me to feel the pressure of having to be in the spotlight. I understand and I love him for that! I know that when it's the right time we WILL be together and NO ONE can stop us. But if you're just a regular 'ole average Joe then you should have NO difficulty in just falling in love with me. I don't see what the big deal is? Haha let me explain myself a little bit...

I am a 20 year old female who just wants to find her soul mate! Who doesn't right? But what if I already know who he is?! "How do you know that?" you ask. I know that because I just know okay! Haha I'm not a psycho I promise. It's just I've gotten to the point where yeah I know I'm young blah blah and I don't need to find Mr. Future My Husband right now blah blah but I swear to you (whoever is crazy enough to read past the first line) that somewhere out in this universe, hopefully about 5-10 miles away, the man I am supposed to spend the rest of my life with is just walking around eating a bagel. And I ask him..."WHY THE HECK ARE YOU JUST EATING THAT BAGEL?!?" Come find me! I'm right here typing about you! It makes me CRAZY mad just thinking about it. 

Okay so back to "who is this person you know you're supposed to marry?" business. Technically, I don't know who it is really, but I know who I want it to be. And no it's not Ryan Gosling crazy pants. I know him. In my head at least. It's the person who I thought up who represents all I want and all I need. This might sound a little picky, but you can't settle right? I don't know. Things haven't been going the way I want them to when it comes to relationships. I just have to see how everything turns out right?

I HOPE NOT.

P.S. To any guys who might be reading this. Put the bagel down and take notes.

Pilot

I realize now that I'm probably writing to no one but myself, but it's definitely a way to express myself. I know that sounds so corny...blah blah blah writing for expression, but I didn't know how real it was 'til now. I have things to say, scratch that, I have A LOT of things to say. I just need an outlet, "how to get my thoughts out in the world without being too loud?" (That's me saying it outloud btw). Let me tell you...this is just the beginning. 

This first post is called "Pilot" for a reason (which reminds me, why is a first episode of a new show called the pilot?) The purpose is to introduce the characters so here we go...let me begin with my leading man, Kit Harrington, Ryan Gosling, Taylor Kitsch, OKAY FINE, they aren't in the first couple episodes per se, but I'll definitely mention them! So my name is Greysi [GRAY-see], I am currently a college student going through so many new experiences I don't even know where to start. I have problems left and right and up and down for that matter, but mostly they're all just made up in my head. Hey, maybe I'll work them out through here? A revelation. Okay, so I'm a little weird. There's nothing wrong with that, but you'll see...we're gonna have fun (as I'm saying this to no one). 

                                                               (fitting in SO many manys!)


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